Hi everyone! I don't speak English very well. I went to another city for a couple of days. I was out of my mind when I bought myself a dildo and started playing with myself, moaning and whispering, "Yes, daddy," and other dirty things. The problem is, I'm in a relationship with a girl, and I truly love her. She won't understand these jokes.
When I was a teenager, I had a dom. But now I'm old enough, and the whole sissy thing came back when I was alone for a few days. I swear, I almost tried to hook up with guys on Grindr. Basically, I'd like to talk to someone about this, try to relieve all this tension without resorting to cheating.
What's wrong with me, and what can I do to make this tension go away? I've literally just been playing with this dildo for a few hours now and even bought some underwear for myself.