i had a boyfriend back in highschool i played on a soccer team with, and even while dealing with the whole lesbian in the closet highschool experience, he was the natural choice for a relationship to hide behind. he was very attractive, funny, sweet. being on a co-ed soccer team, obviously it made the locker rooms a little more fun lol. we’d go to our local movies and cuddle in the chair, everytime without fail end up with our hands in eachothers pants. we never got past 3rd base, but we hit 3rd base often lol. he genuinely was a good friend and we just happened to match eachothers freak. perfect
we broke up, then i moved states and we lost contact for a year or two, until his family also ended up moving to that state and he hit me up with the “i dont know anyone in town, wanna hang out?”, i was out and proud at this point, and also much more familiar with the ladys then the guys, but it stirred a little something in me, so i said if he likes id love to catch up and smoke some weed like we used to, and he eagerly took me up on it.
he came over, i lived alone at the time, and we had a really nice catch up, smoked a few bongs. we were at the end of the night and i caught myself imagining him touching me, pinning me down and FINALLY putting himself inside me and telling me how much he missed the taste of me, and felt confused. i hadnt felt horny for guys since coming out and being strictly with women, but i could feel my panties getting a little wet and felt my body reacting.
i didnt say anything out of fear of embarrassment, and we wrapped up the night and he started to walk to the bus. i dont know what came over me, but i messaged him and said id drive him home if he came back for a little longer, and he said okay. he came back inside, and i could tell he was confused so i told him i missed how he used to make me feel. he looked at me so smugly, and took me into my bedroom, and kissed me so hard i nearly passed out. i felt my body melt as he played with my tits, saying theyd gotten bigger. i started grasping at his pants and he took them off while smirking at me, and my reaction was to play with my pussy. he ate me out, fingered me until i screamed, let me grind on him over his underwear before taking his huge cock out and rubbing it on my throbbing pussy while telling me how badly he wanted to fuck me and be inside me finally (i wasnt on birth control and we didnt have condoms) and it took everything in me to not let him just use me however he wanted. the whole situation turned me into such a submissive little whore, i secretly loved it so much.
we ended up having a falling out a week or two after this, im pretty sure he has me blocked, but ive found myself thinking of him more and more lately. i find myself hoping i run into him in the club or something, and he finally takes what he wants. ive gotten a little obsessed with the idea of feeling him cum inside me. he’s probably the only person id fuck on my wedding day lol.