Can cheating lead to sharing??
I am looking for advice and I will start by saying this is a throw away account. I will try to keep this simple.
My gf (22F) and I (23M) have (or had) a great relationship. We have been together for four and a half years and I love her with all my heart. The last week has been a whirlwind. A few days ago I found out she is cheating on me and it wasn't only one time. I was heartbroken in the moment. The more I thought about it, I wasn't truly mad about it. And I absolutely hate to admit this but it really kinda turned me on.
So I started looking online and all within the last few days is when I learned about hotwife, sharing, cuck, and all that. I by no means have learned everything there is to know within a few days but I have been intrigued in Reading Non-Stop.
My question is, is the relationship for the most part over because this was hidden by her or is there a way to salvage the relationship and possibly intertwine a sharing or hotwife aspect. (Yes, I understand she is not my wife) But I believe the concept is kinda the same. As of right now I would be open to it but I will admit I don't think I know enough about it. I am looking for some advice from anyone that may have had a similar circumstance or that current is in a hotwife/sharing dynamic. Please help.
For context, she does not know yet that I know .. please help.