u/CartographerBig3992

Had a lot of fun nights drinking but I’m done with alcohol it just feels dirty and not worth it for me anymore. At first it was just the hangovers and the hangxiety that became unbearable. But recently I can’t even do one drink without feeling like my cells are being poisoned. Mind you I’ve been doing small amounts of MDMA every three weeks (yes I’ve read it’s not the best idea to do it so

frequently) but the way I feel during and after says otherwise my after glow and the slight euphoria I feel for days after just make it worth it for me. Why is a drug that’s supposed to be more neurotoxic feel better for me right now