u/CelebrationAny7024

I am having a problem purging! Everytime I cum i throw away all my girly stuff like makeup, wig, clothes, toys, etc. How do I stop this from happening? I’m not sure if its because I am denying this sissy thing or if its because maybe I’m just not meant to be a sissy. I should also add everytime I dress up and get in my girly mode I am on adhd medication. When i am off of it I usually dont feel like being a sissy. As a matter of fact, the only time I am thinking about dick when sober is if I havent cum in a few weeks and I am extremely horny. Im not sure if its just the drugs making me feel like a sissy momentarily until I cum, or if the drugs are bringining out a side of me I have repressed for a long time. So I guess I have to questions for all the girls out there. First, how do I stop purging? And second, am I really a sissy, or am I just high? Appreciate any advice ☺️