u/CelebrationBig8207

So my wife is very encouraging and always lets me enjoy her body. I have the desire to fuck her and clean up my mess but after I go I lose that desire. How do I get motivated to clean up all of my cum? I want to sooooo bad and she even will say go clean me up and things like that to encourage me but it just fades. We both want this and she loves the idea of me eating it.