Bi Curious but not that simple
This might be the worst place to search but I will try my luck - Ive been super bi curious for years now 10+ years and never been with a guy however, what im looking for isn’t that simple but not far from reach too. I dream about getting fucked by this one guy that ive spent enough time with but it doesn’t even have to be weeks. My ideal guy would be older, taller the better, big, decent looking doesn’t have to be super attractive, cut cock and good size, shaven down there and dominate, also straight manly acting only. I am pretty attractive and have feminine features like girly lips and eyelashes, sometimes wish i were super petite to make the scenario way sexier because I want to be super submissive, im only interested in being a bottom. My ass is smooth and I have clapable cheeks and a nice clean tight hole. I always fantasise about a guy being deep inside me, using me and stretching me, fucking me on the side position with his arms around my neck using me as he pleases and when he is done he can use me to cum inside. I also would enjoy sucking cock and deepthroating to please him.
He also needs to be clean and ideally prove it to me - a straight/bi married man sounds super hot to me but that’s kind of fucked up.
I have explored a lot of dating apps and reddit but I get kind of freaked out by the posts/photos. I know what I stated above is upfront but that is my ideal situation once I establish a connection.
And finally, I have dreamed of the above situation for so long Im so desperate to find this. I need this so bad 😮💨