u/Charming-Counter-341

I tried using an actual didlo yesterday to masturbate, and I didn't have a pleasurable time. I spent about 30 mins just trying to get it in, but it wasn't pleasing when I tried using it once it was in. The sensation of putting it in was good though. The didlo is a 7 inch long one with a tip circumference of 4.7 inches and stem girth of 1.5 inches. Is it too big for the first first one and is that why it's not pleasurable to me? Also I previously used a hairbrush handle as a dildo and that was more pleasurable and it was smaller.

Today I was edging for a while then went to my bathroom, took my hairbrush, added lube to my hole and the handle then played with it in my hole for a while then I came. Does this count as a sissygasm or is it just cumming normally?