u/CheshireCat8938

I know normally this is used for hookups but I've been thinking about last night a lot. The hookup itself was nice, but afterward, when we were just laying there, I felt this weird emptiness. I had an oldies ambience video playing on my TV, and the picture was this cozy little cottage in a dark forest with warm lights glowing through the windows. I remember looking at it and thinking, "That's what I miss." Not a specific person, but that feeling. Feeling like I have a home with someone. Like there's warmth, comfort, and a life being built together. Last night made me realize I don't want something temporary. I want something real. Anyway, I just really want a girlfriend. But one that smokes like I do lol. I am about to be 26 btw (next month). And in the Fresno/Clovis area. Want a genuine serious relationship.