u/Clean-Foundation9590

My latest fantasy involves my bf (m40) and I (f33) having a woman join us.

It would start at a bar with a plug in where they flirted and had fun and I sat on the sidelines drinking water. When they were ready to go I open the doors for them and walk behind them to the car. Where they’re are full on making out until she grabs me and pushes me to my knees so my face is in direct line to her pussy. They continue to make out with me on my knees between them feeling his hard cock against the back of my head and my face being pushed into her pussy, smelling her arousal for my boyfriend. When she’s satisfied I’d drive us all home.

Upon getting home she breaks her attention from my bf and makes out with me as we undress eachother putting on a show for him. I then make my way kissing down her body until I get to her pussy as she removes my boyfriend’s shirt and kisses him. Once his pants have been removed she drops to her knees for him. Giving him a mind blowingly good blow job while I crawl up behind him and eat his ass. Giving him the absolute royal treatment.

I’m suddenly pulled up and told me to get on the bed. I do so as she fingers me… two fingers, three fingers, four… she’s fisting me as my bf moves on top of me and sits on my face. So I can continue to eat his ass as she fists me. He watches stroking his dick as she tries to add more fingers with her fist.

Then she lays her body on top of mine and tells him to fuck her on top of me after she cums for the first time. She tells him to fuck me, and then to go back and forth between the two of us. Asking him whose pussy feels better. The answer is obviously hers as she just fisted, possibly double fisted me. But she says she can fix that she proceeds to jerk him off inside my pussy. Her fist and his dick inside of me. Stretching me. Not even useful as a flashlight.

Once he finally feels like he’s ready to finish. He goes back to her tight pussy and me eating his ass and he fucks her until she cums. And I proceed to either eat him cum from her pussy and clean her off his cock or he dumps the condom in my mouth.

It ends with him removing the plug and pissing in my asshole and replugging me and her pissing in my mouth as I drink it down and then lick her clean.

I want to serve and worship my bf, but I don’t know how to broach the subject without sounding insane. He knows sexually I’m a submissive and he has no experience with kink prior to me. So he’s experimenting slowly. Currently we’re long distance so it makes it harder. He’s also kind and loving and
He doesn’t really have a desire to have me serve him the way I want to. And I don’t want to just serve him sexually. I want to devote myself to him.

I have found ways to serve and worship but I need more ideas. When we are together I wash him every time we shower together (this is my favorite thing to do, it’s so intimate and I’d love more ideas like this) I suck his dick and eat his ass as much as possible (to the point I’ve fallen asleep with his dick in my mouth). I want to do more though. I think about the times I’ve washed him and kissing his asshole almost consistently. He doesn’t know how much the thought of full on worshiping him feeds my soul.

So I’m asking for three things:

1. advice on how to broach the subject.
2. how I can best serve a man who doesn’t have a desire to be served?
3. What I can do to serve from a distance.

(Depending on the response I may cross post this)