Finally got fucked again
So use to mess around with an old neighbour on and off for while but sadly he moved away, I’m always anxious and weird so I was always flaking on Grindr chats but I had a free night last night and felt bit more daring then usual. Sent a video of me fucking myself with a dildo to my old neighbour and he said he would get me a taxi over even though it was a couple hours, can’t explain the feeling of him buying me travel and getting me drinks ready for when I came and knowing he wanted to use me as much as possible. Anyway when I finally got there we had a little small chat and I said I’m gonna wait in bed while he does whatever , and then for 4 hours somewhat on and off he fucked me and cummed in me multiple times, I’m very straight acting whatever that means but god at one point he had my legs shaking around while I’m on my back while he was on his side and sucking his fingers while I leaked precum over myself. It was a night that made me realise how I don’t even want my cock touched and just love being used , now on the train with a tender hole wanting to just get fucked again 🙈