u/Complete_Tear_2498

I slept with best friend's father and I feel really guilty about it given the betrayal of our friendship. I also feel bad because of the cheating aspect since he's married. I NEVER would have thought I would be the other woman in something like that. I don't plan on telling anyone about it ever, but I also can't stop thinking about him and older men now.

The feelings are so strong and such a distraction that I've been seeking out porn with older men in it. I've been avoiding his outreach since, not because I don't want a second round, but because the guilt is just so strong. But I don't know that I can hold out any longer.