u/ConceptTraditional81

What should i do, I want to buy my first dildo but i am scared and do not know why? I still live with my parents so I have to hide it aswell. And are there any tips what dildo should i buy?

While i watch porn nowadays, my cock doesn't get hard while watching straight porn. It only gets fully hard while watching sissy/trans/femboy porn. Have you sissies have the same experience as me and is this a milestone of being a sissy?