42 [M4A] Chat about a bi-curious fantasy I've had?
Just wondering if anyone's had a similar situation or thoughts as me.
So back in grad school (~15 years ago now), I had a great roommate for a few years sharing an apartment. We got along well and had a lot in common. Both of us were pretty easy going, both in the same grad program (and working with the same professor even), both into dorky stuff like computers, video games, anime, etc. Also, similar in that neither of us dated at all for at least the years we were living together (and I'm pretty sure almost all of grad school in general for both of us). As for me, I'm straight, but I've certainly had some thoughts in general and expect that I could probably be somewhat flexible in the right situation. My roommate, to the best of my knowledge, was completely straight.
So anyway, when I'd be in my room quietly masturbating, I couldn't help but think that odds are, at least some of the time, he must be doing the same in his. I mean, neither of us were dating and no doubt he needed to care of things just like I did. I'd find myself sometimes visualizing how he's doing it and what he would look like during it, or even thinking how it might be fun to just hang out and do it together.
Nothing ever happened between us, though. I never considered actually suggesting anything because I didn't want to risk a bad reaction to it ruining a good friendship. After leaving school, we saw each other once a couple years later and chatted online a couple times, but that's it. Lately though, I've found myself thinking back on those years living together and what a potential missed opportunity it might have been. With how easy going he was and on the same page we seemed to be in general, I think there's a decent chance it would have gone well. I even find myself fantasizing these days of how it would have even been fun to help each other out. Like, if we suddenly ran into each other again somehow and he made some indication he'd be up for it, I'd gladly stroke with him, or even a bit more.
Just figured I'd post and see if anyone else been in a similar situation.