u/Conscious_CuntBoi

This happened almost 2 years ago, I was 19, it’s the day I lost my innocence and got fucked for the first time… enjoy how I lost my virginity.
(If you see some errors please understand me, English is not my first language)

I hear the bathroom’s door opening, then his footsteps, but not a word, until I feel my hips grabbed by his hands, my back rubbed against his hairy chest, and my butt poked by something huge…
He doesn’t say a thing, he just breaths deep and slow… kissing my neck and rubbing his cock against me. He turns me around and grabs me tight to his chest (almost two times as me), and as I sense his monster growing bigger he grabs my chin and direct my eyes up, towards his manly face, with a disgusted but kind-of apprehensive look.
After spitting in my face and kissing me aggressively, finally, he speaks: “look at you, so pretty and miserable… fuck you’re gonna be my sex-toy tonight… (another spit) You like that huh? You slut”.
I am totally overwhelmed; my balls aching, my clit dripping precum nonstop and my stomach twisting with excitement, it is like listening to a God, ready to judge me and punish me as he wish.

And finally, he place his hands on my trembling shoulders and starts pushing me all the way down to my knees, until I’m looking at his swollen boxer, and I instinctively pull it down revealing his 8,5” Massive, Juicy, Veiny cock… my first, but definitely the so far most beautiful I’ve seen. He pushes my head against that hot pulsing monster and says “Come on bitch, suck daddy’s cock… open your mouth!”, so he spits in my mouth and puts the tip inside.
I’m trying to relax but it’s not what i’ve been practicing for, and I’m so humiliated and horny, my legs starts shaking like I’m a fucking prick and I’m thinking “ It’s really happening, I’m sucking my first dick! Well I’m trying… I hope he doesn’t get mad at me for not being a good cocksucker… but fuck it’s too big for me.” It hasn’t gotten even halfway through, he wants to fuck my throat but the maximum we achieved so far is a 2” in and out.
He tries pushing only one last time but I can only choke on it, so with saliva dripping down my chest, my crying eyes and almost suffocating due to his size, he gives up and spares my life. After all of this I’m here on my knees, with his wet cock staring at my soul, feeling so miserable that by looking at him, towering above me, I can feel his disappointment.

Without hesitation I start stroking and kissing it, feeling like I must redeem myself; at first he is quite incited to continue but after sitting on the bed and letting me giving probably one of his worst blowjobs so far, he grabs my head with both hands and slowly says “Boy… I know it’s big, it’s not a problem, just don’t make me laugh and get my tip out of your mouth hahah, you look so pathetic… now come here suck my balls”.
His passive-aggressive attitude gives me chills but also makes me horny as fuck. So I do as he ordered, crawl on the bed and start sucking his big balls; while he touches my semi-flaccid clit and fingers my bum he asks: “have you ever had sex with someone before? And I’m talking about a real girl or even another gay boy…” so while licking his scrotum I reply: “I tried… why do you ask?” He remain silent but starts smiling and as I spit some hair he puts three fingers inside me, making me moan like the slut I am.

Probably bored but determined he pins me by the neck, spreading my trembling legs and squeezing my already aching balls and dick; it is finally time for me to get fucked, but it’s not so gentle as I expected. He then starts stroking and clapping his cock on my poor balls, I try to stop him but get slapped and spitted again; I’m his bitch now, I have no rights with him.
“How cute, you really think you can do much about me taking control? You must see yourself right now, a helpless fag covered in spit.” I know I’m about to get dominated, I know after this I can’t go back, I’ll never be the same, but I made my choice since I accepted this date.
“Please fuck me daddy”…

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Let me know in the comments if you want part III.

This happened almost 2 years ago, I was 19, it’s the day I lost my innocence and got fucked for the first time… enjoy how I lost my virginity.
(If you see some errors please understand me, English is not my first language)

I am scrolling on Grindr, just looking, ‘cause every time I feel the urge to meet up with someone I masturbate, cum, and go back to my normal life, rejecting everything I’ve fantasised about like a minute before.
Checking my chats I see a new message, from “Thanos40”, I thought “it’s the usual middle aged goblin shaped weirdo looking for some fetish shit”, but not this. I open it and see two messages, the first “Hi”, the second an album (and butterflies starts battling in my stomach), it’s a 40yo bull, a bit hairy, maybe 6ft or more, full of muscles, bald and a thick beard… but his cock… 8,5”, a huge and veiny cock that makes my dick hard af.
I reply same with a simple Hi and some ass and physique pics and he replies “How the hell is it possible no one took over that perfect bussy of yours already? I don’t need a response boy, I’m free tonight, you want to meet?”.
I am in shock, it’s literally what I’ve been fantasising about for months, so I anxiously accept and after talking for like 10/15 minutes, we set our meeting point and I run the bathroom to get a good shower and perfect body shave, so my skin can be as smooth as possible. He said “5 min and I’m on my way, give 30minutes, maybe a bit more”, so i have not much time, must hurry up.

Here I am on the spot, a parking lot not so far from my apartment sitting on a bench behind some cars, I hear a notification, it’s him “I’m almost there, damn my balls are so full boy, hope ur ready”. Fuck, that phrase makes me so exited but at the same time freaking nervous, almost thinking about sneaking away and going back home. Exactly when I’m trembling on that bench, ready to give up and deleting Grindr, I see on the phone a message “I’m here, where are you?”, and there it is, a black Jeep entering the parking lot, I can see it but he can’t see me… I take a deep breath and make my choice, I get up and walk towards that car and get in.
He’s besides me, we smile at each other, presents, and he start kissing my mouth that hard and touching my dick I’m petrified, laughing he says “Ok I see it’s really your first time hahah! Don’t worry I’ll try to be gentle.”

While he’s driving we talk a little bit about stupid things… and there we are, the hotel he booked for us. We park and walk through the lobby, where there’s a pretty woman standing, welcoming us thinking we are a father and his son on vacation. After literally flirting with her, He drives me towards the elevator grabbing my ass, and after we enter I turn my head and see that woman maliciously smiling and saying “Have a good night guys!”, like she understood what were about to do; my humiliation is so high I can’t reply, I can only look down with disgust and excitement.
As soon as he presses to the 5th floor, the elevator door shuts and he start kissing me passionately and touching me like he’s about to fuck me right here, fortunately before arriving at our floor he stops looking in my eyes, saying “I fell you’re hard slut… but I’m harder, and hornier…”.

After opening the door, he eagerly pushes me against the wall and starts again kissing me and undressing himself grunting like the beast he is, and my excitement grows faster. He pulls up and tells me to wait for him while he goes to the bathroom saying “When I’m finished I want to see you completely undressed, and do not turn around until I order you to do so”.
My panties are so full pf precum, I am so fucking horny, but my cock isn’t hard anymore, I can feel my balls aching so bad; I’m doing what he told me, standing here waiting for my fate.

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If you want part two let me know in the comments.

I’m aware o being attracted both to girls/women and men, but when I come across a picture of a boy/young man with a big cock and good physique, I might get exited by that hard pole but as soon I see it’s a boy I’m just disappointed and can’t even get hard.
Instead, when I look at a proper man, maybe around 40/50yo, juicy cock, manly physique, masculine traits, I just want to be his bitch.