You are going to be cured!
You are fine! You can get through this, you are strong and you are loved! 5, 10, 15 years - whatever, you are going to get there.
You are going to have the best health you can imagine. Be kind to yourself, be kind to others, just imagine yourself healthy, loved and appreciated. Love your condition, be kind to it. Be kind to yourself and forgive yourself.
You are going to be even better than you were. Everyday it gets better for you. Everyday you are getting more and more healthy. More and more loved and appreciated.
Please, if you are depressed, don’t be harsh on yourself. You are a great person. You will get through this. Get help with your depression and stay positive, that way you can get through this, only with love.
If you need to vent my DMs are open, I’ve been there myself for 5 years, I know what it’s like. Get any help you can, and know that you will be better.