dont be that guy please
you are living a dramatic loop where you keep setting up these late night meets with random guys you find online but every single time it leaves you feeling completely empty inside you sneak out or invite them over expecting some kind of spark or intense masculine energy but instead they turn out to be totally weak boring and not manly at all it does absolutely nothing for your sexual life and gives you zero benefit but you still find yourself repeating the pattern anyway you sit there in your dark room sipping a monster energy drink staring at your gaming monitor and realizing that these free hook ups are just a massive waste of your time because none of these guys can actually match your vibe or bring the strength you want