Addicted to ruining myself
I have become so addicted to gooning I'm 25 and live in the UK. I started out with gooning but that's turned into a full blown addiction to poppers, and exposing myself. I used to be into findom as well but I've at least managed to kick that addiction. I don't think I have any chance of being normal again. I think I'm fucked and can't decide if I should enjoy it and try to get worse or try to get help!