I'm kind of a unique sissy so I just hope to be excepted into the BNWO. Anyway here goes nothing...
I'm 25. Still living at home with my parents. I'm not shaved as I'm basically a closeted sissy. I've never had job. I've never had a girlfriend. I'm pretty much a loser. Always have been really.
In school I never talked to girls going as far back as i can remember. I never could ask them out or anything like that. I did like girls but I never had the thought to pursue them. Even if i wanted to I'm sure they would say no. I guess my instincts as a boy told me to leave them alone.
Its no surprise when I think about it. After all my first sexual experience was with a boy. During nap time we kissed. I still can't believe it, I even sucked his dick in a corner while the lights were on. One person saw. I don't even know how i knew to do that. I can't believe my instinct was to want another boy not a girl.
So as I am now I never had pussy but ive sucked dick.
I am not sure I'll ever have pussy. Dont know if i even do or not. These last months have been eye opening to say the least.
I found out about BNWO and Sissy Porn about a year ago. I never thought i would be interested in interracial porn but once I visted Hypnotube everything changed.
Well first it started with the desire to eat my own cum. I was getting obsessed with cei videos and I would constantly would watch them to no avail. I always chicken out. Or post nut clarity kicks in.
Gradually it got to watching sissy porn and femboy content. I was seeing more girlcocks then I'd ever have. I was seeing chastity cages on sexy girls. I was getting hooked right there. I would jerk to these videos and would always see big black thugs more and more. I liked seeing them fuck these girls, making them scream and moan. They really liked black men. I payed no mind and kept searching for this stuff until it became a need. I completely dropped watching fakes and looking at anything that wasnt related to sissy porn or Hypnotube. These last few weeks I've been falling deeper and deeper in the Black New World Order.
Ive completely given up and startes plapping my white orbs for BBC. I've been pussyfree my entire life so i might as well accept it. I love watching BBC stretch white pussy so much. So far ive had about 4 plap sessions. I get hard thinking about it. Since I don't have a cage or a dildo i just keep my useless penis down and use a hair tie to hold my orbs. I use a metal flashlight wrapped in saran wrap to give myself plappies.
I never thought I would resort to this but its all I think about now. Last month I had my first session just jerking, plapping, and fucking my ass all night long. This past weekend was incredible though.
This is the part that inspired me to post. This is how my weekend went.
Friday night I spent 7 hours of plapping. From 9:21 pm to 4:30 in the morning. There were a few stops in between. Sometimes from me having rest or to make sure I want being caught. My mother was in the living room and my door is broken so I don't have it closed. I had Hypnotube screen casting on my tv.
My session consisted of a few hours of Hypnotube videos and WBCH. I've been so in love with cock hero videos. I then plapped my balls to 38 minute album by a group of girls who me, a whiteboi would never have a chance with. After that I watched 8 more WBCH videos with headphones on to make it more intense along with other random hypnos. I came not too long after and went to bed. Though the entire session i was constantly smoking weed. I was getting hungry but food wasn't important. It literally isn't even a thought when im plapping. I probably would be able to go a whole day plapping and not eating if I could.
I started Saturday morning with another plap session. I started at 12:58 and continued though 4 WBCH videos until I had a plapgasm. Up until that point it was really difficult to cum hands free while plapping but I finally did it. I stopped at 1:30 but it literally took me another 30 minutes before I couldn't take it anymore and I started to plap again. But things came up and I had to stop for the day 38 minutes later.
This brings us to today. I snuck away to plap before laying down to one of my favorite videos: Thruawai's Brake Your Brain Plap Along. I won't be able to plap until tomorrow because of privacy issues.
Black Cock and Plapping are all I think about now.
After all this time I've arrived to the conclusion that BBC is King. I know to stay pussyfree for BBC. I plap for Black. BNWO is Life. Black Lives Matter. Pussy is for Black Men only
Thanks for your time♠️