okay so a few nights ago… i had my first orgasm from FINGERING myself. and HOLY SHIT it was amazing. Clarification, yes, i’ve cum before, tons of times, but i have always rubbed my clit. But I never put fingers inside me before. (and yes, i’m still a virgin. idk why that’s so hard for you guys to believe, but whatever.) ANYWAYS.
This guy hit up my DMs. Normally, i ignore those messages because they're always asking for pics and i dont do pics. but this guy? he called me a naughty dirty slut for being horny all the time. He said he would make me cum just from his words. Said i’d have to obey him and be adventurous. He said i would be sneaking off to touch myself with every chance i get.
I was thinking like, im too good of girl to do that, i dont want to ruin my reputation. Especially living on at my university's campus. Besides, im terrible at edging. i can never make myself wait. but all of sudden i was at my desk in my dorm, my roommate is gaming across the room. And my legs were crossed, I was rubbing my thighs like i always do when i’m horny. (btw, i was wearing the same panties for like… 3 days? they were soaked. I got even wetter when he started talking to me.)
He told me to spread my legs and rub over my leggings. Of course, I was scared, my roommate was right there, at first i was hesitant but i did it when she wasn’t looking. I did if slowly and carefully. Then it got hotter. He started calling me his dirty little slut. Asking if my roommate knew how wet i was. Telling me to squeeze my thighs together and rub like that. Said he wanted me to cum just from that.
i tried. I swear i tried. i was throbbing, dripping bad, my cunt felt like it was pulsing, but i wasn’t close enough. So i begged him if i could go to the shower stalls? So i can hide and touch myself? he said nope. kept telling me to rub harder and it will come. But i whined and i begged for an hour and a half. AN HOUR AND A HALF of my pussy was aching, my clit was throbbing, my panties even stuck to me. i was that desperate and horny. I was about to give up and say fuck it. But thankfully, he finally let me go.
I bolted to the stalls and turned on the water so no one would hear me rubbing myself. I leaned against the wall, yanked my leggings down to my knees, and shoved my hand into my panties. Omg, fuck, i was drenching. I started rubbing my clit, then my lips, it felt smoother than usual cause i was so wet. Then I brought my fingers up to my face just to smell how turned on i was. I told him that i was touching myself. He said to go start slow then finger bang myself.
I never really fingered myself before. Because i always felt nothing. There was never any pleasure. But this time? i was so turned on. I slid a finger in myself. And damn, it actually felt good. He told me to imagine him there, he woupd be holding my head, gagging me, making me rub my clit at the same time. Which i did. then my confidence built up. I decided to go ahead and put two fingers in. It did feel tight as but god,, it felt....consuming, it was amazing.
He told me to go harder so I can cum. So i did. i rubbed my clit faster, fingered myself harder, and finally my knees buckled as i felt close. I was literally squatting right there in the stall and came so hard. It was seriously one of the best orgasms in my life.
So i thanked him. And now im finally building up the courage to buy a dildo or a g-spot vibrator. because fuck, i realized i have been doing it wrong this whole time. Ladies, you have got to get yourself really aroused first. Then the fingering actually works.
So tell me, has anyone ever told you exactly what to do and it got you so turned on, and you couldn’t think straight? I would love if it happened to me more often;)