F26 I got railed by my younger coworker (M19) behind my bf's back and now we can't stop
Before my relationship I had a pretty wild phase. Parties, Tinder, dating apps, going home with guys after nights out, that kind of thing. I never really saw it as a big deal at the time. I was single, having fun, and I liked the chaos of it all.
Then I got into a relationship about a year and a half ago and everything calmed down.
He was a good boyfriend in a lot of ways, but our sex life was never that great. He finishes really fast, so after a while I got used to sex being short and predictable. I never made a huge issue out of it, but looking back, I think I missed a certain excitement that used to be part of my life.
I work in hospitality/security and a lot of the guys there are younger than me, around 19 to 21.
There's always flirting, jokes and people winding each other up. Most of the time I don't think much of it.
There was one guy though.
He openly called me his cougar or sugar mommy and everyone knew he had a thing for me. He wasn't subtle about it at all.
I always laughed it off, but I definitely didn't hate the attention.
A few months ago we had a company event and everyone was drinking. My boyfriend happened to be away for the weekend.
Later that night the coworker messaged me asking if I got home safely. We kept texting and the conversation got flirtier as the night went on.
At some point I sent him:
"If you come over right now, you can do whatever you want with me."
I honestly didn't think he would actually show up.
We kept talking for a bit.
Then he asked for my address.
About an hour later he was standing outside.
I live with housemates who are friends with my boyfriend, so getting him inside without anyone noticing felt like a mission by itself.
Somehow we got upstairs without anyone seeing him.
Eventually we ended up in my room and it was a bit awkward at first. After months of flirting, we’d suddenly ended up in my room. We started kissing and when I felt how hard he was getting, all the awkwardness vanished. I pulled his trousers down and, without thinking, got down on my knees. He had a really nice cock and I actually wanted to start slowly and teasingly, but I was so horny that I immediately started sucking like a slut. I really loved it and wanted to feel him as deep as possible in my throat.
When he was about to come, he threw me onto the bed and fucked me in the missionary position and then doggy style. The bed was creaking really loudly, but I couldn’t stop in the heat of the moment. When I was lying on my back again and he was playing with my clit, I came and I was really scared that people would hear. I ended up on my knees again until he came all over my face and tits.
The next day my boyfriend confronted me.
At first I thought one of my housemates had heard something because we definitely weren't as quiet as we should have been.
Turns out that wasn't it. My little niece had stayed over that weekend and there were still baby cameras set up in the room. Nobody had really thought about them because they were only supposed to be there temporarily.
The cameras were connected to an app that both me and my boyfriend had access to. He later told me there were a few saved audio recordings and a short video clip.
That's how he found out.
The strange part is what happened afterwards.
Eventually I watched some of it myself.
I expected it to be awkward.
Instead I found myself watching the whole thing thinking I'd never really seen myself from that perspective before. I loved watching myself that way and listening to the audios, espacially the fact that we didnt knew it was recorded.
It stuck in my head way more than I expected.
My relationship basically ended after that. We barely talk anymore except for practical things because he still has some stuff he needs to collect.
Meanwhile I still worked with the coworker.
And honestly, the tension between us only got worse after everything happened.
What started as one stupid decision turned into something that kept going.
I’ve had sex with him 13 times already this week – at work, in the car, at his place and at mine. It’s really not right, but it’s so hot. We even film ourselves sometimes because we found those clips so hot to watch that we’re now making them ourselves....