Did half a quarter in three days first time. Unique Biochemistry?
Three days ago I got a quarter, the first day I started off with small bumps afraid to hole, I ended up laying in bed spaced out and feeling odd - somewhat nauseous and confused as to how anyone would enjoy the molecule. Music felt mechanical and I personally didn't understand the appeal. Tried to hole at night and really feel it but instead I started having trouble moving and was talked to bed by my friend.
Second day I started off heavier, tried to K hole but didn't, instead getting entranced by a nature documentary and then the original predator movie, felt childlike happiness but could notice a tolerance beginning to build, called my uncle and talked openly but didn't experience what I thought this molecule was going to feel like for my depression.
On the third day I decided enough was enough, half the bag was gone (which my friends were astonished by) and I made a small nasal spray out of what was crystalized on my plate - THIS TIME, i laid in the dark with spacey music on and a massage tool kneading my back - it was HEAVENLY and I regretted how much I essentially wasted it the past two days.
This was my first time on Ketamine and from the amount I've consumed I'm afraid i've wasted a bit of my tolerance, I'm thinking of giving it a half a year break to avoid worsening it, and making it a bi monthly meditative experience.