u/Curiousmama725

This probably isn’t even really “slutty” but I wasn’t really sure where else to post it. And besides, it does make me feel slutty(in a good way!!) Also, I hope this isn’t too long. I feel like the details are mostly needed to really express how I feel!

I’m 47(almost 48) never been with anyone but my husband(grew up in a “no sex before marriage” household and it stuck with me until I was married at 22). I wouldn’t say bedroom is dead because we have sex, but it’s not sexy, or romantic, or hot…very boring duty type sex once a week or so and my husband has NO interest in spicing anything up.

A couple years ago I needed MORE. Started watching porn here and there and secretly bought a couple toys to use when he was away(he is completely anti sex toy, it definitely threatens his manhood). That was hot for awhile(it felt naughty hiding it from him) but eventually got a little boring. Eventually I was so horny that I ended up using toys while he was home and the thrill of what I felt was risque was amazing. I realized at some point public/risque/exhibitionism as something that turned me on, so I eventually started stripping naked and masturbating with the door open while he as downstairs(2x I did it when he had a friend over and those were the hardest orgasms of my life!!) , masturbate with the windows/blinds open during the day and I even masturbated on our patio a couple times.

Here is the “slutty” part. My 22 year old son has a best friend that comes to our house all the time with him(the friends family lives on the other side of the country so he likes to joke we adopted him). Last summer he was over and we were all out at our pool. I had decided I had enough swimming/laying out so I went in to change and grab another drink. While in my room he must have come in to go to the bathroom, because as I was leaving my room I walked past the bathroom, which was wide open, and could see him peeing. He had a porn star penis…like literally the biggest penis I’ve ever seen in person in my life flaccid. Idk if he saw me walk by but as I was in the kitchen, making my drink, he walked by and didn’t say anything.

I couldn’t get the image of his penis out of my head, masturbating to the image and my imagination plenty of times.

2 weeks ago they were over for dinner one night and it was just me and the two of them. After dinner we sat around and talked and I constantly had to avoid looking at the bulge in his pants. After dinner got cleaned up and they left, I rushed in the room to masturbate. I had gotten so horny over dinner and after while we all sat there talking that I was soaking.

Since no one was home I stripped down and had my legs wide open on the bed using my vibrator, not trying to be quiet or anything, when I thought I saw movement from the corner of my eye. I froze and covered myself up and but didn’t see/hear anything so I assumed it had been the cat and started back up and finished.

My husband is paranoid(he lived in a bad area growing up and had his first house broken into several times) and has cameras in the main living areas of the homes(hallway, kitchen, living room). After I finished I started thinking why the cat didn’t jump on the bed after walking across the door and seeing me(his routine), so I watched the recording.

It wasn’t the cat. It was my son’s friend. He came in the kitchen door from the garage and I didn’t hear it(I’m assuming because of my vib and moaning, which was loud enough you could hear on the camera in the hallway). You could tell he heard me because once he got in the house, he slowly approached my bedroom door and eventually crouch down, got his phone out and held it around the corner to record me. I’m guessing that’s the flash of movement I saw. On the cameras you can hear me stop moaning for about a minute(which is when I assume I was looking out the door thinking I saw a movement) and he had ducked back around the corner of the hallway during that time. Once I started back up, he came back up to the door and started recording me again.

I quickly deleted that portion of the video from the camera recording. I don’t even care. I’m not going to say anything. I’m going to let him enjoy that video. I got so horny watching him record me I had to masturbate again. The last two weeks every time I’ve masturbated and the couple times I’ve had sex with my husband. I’ve imagined that instead of just recording me, he came in the room and we had sex.