I finally tried out the nexo with someone else.
First: for solo play I love him. I have a great Mind-Body connection to it, when I jerk off with it it feels so real to me and I'm sensitive in places where there shouldn't be sensitivity. This made me think topping someone else would feel similar.
My fwb is a fan. He didn't go into detail but he liked it lol. It looks nice to him and feels good too.
Physically I found it nice too. I was wearing the nexo with the flexit harness, that felt secure but I didn't fuck particularly hard. When my Tdick hit the pleasure hole it did feel quite nice tbh. At the beginning I didn't feel anything but eventually I got hard then I thought "oh damn" lmao.
I guess I need to vent about dysphoria though.
I felt this huge disconnect between me and this prosthetic. Maybe it was because of the harness, I kept feeling the fabric and it made me so insecure. The sensations I feel when masturbating were completely gone and I even looked at the prosthetic penetrating him, nothing. Damn I felt like shit afterwards. I guess I won't top for a while again
TL:DR I find the nexo good, but not good for my mental health lmao