Should I cheat on my wife?
My wife and I have been married for a year and a half and together for 6 years. I've always been more sexual than her - she has basically no sex drive and is super vanilla with her tastes. I've been into a lot of kinks since the tumblr days but haven't had too much experience and it hasn't really bothered me until recently.
I've never once entertained the thought of cheating on her - I'd hate to hurt her and I would hate it if she cheated on me. But she's almost 9 months pregnant, we haven't had sex since we conceived and she's stopped putting any effort in at all. I'm going crazy and I'm so horny and she's just making me feel like she's a disgusting slob who doesn't make any effort to be sexual at all.
I feel so guilty about saying all of this but I just really want someone who wants me and wants to make me feel good and embrace my sexuality and my kinks. I'm worried that things are only going to get worse after the baby comes, not better. Am I a terrible person?