Found a New way to Cum!
Hello everyone, I am 22 years old and have been addicted to porn for a really long time. Even before I knew how to jerk off I used to masturbate my tiny cock. I used to do it a tad bit differently, like getting into position to hump my bed, but instead of getting hard I would stick two of my fingers on my limp clit (yes it was limp even then) push it inside so it looked like I had a vagina. It would give me a tingling sensation and I would cum like that. Nothing would come out so I could have orgasm after orgasm without getting tired. I did that for years and years until I learned how to properly jerk off. After that, I stopped. I still was a big porn addict, and my addiction got worse and worse as the years went by. Fast forward to my first girlfriend, the first time I ever tried to fuck her I couldn’t get it hard and she got really frustrated and pissed at me. The next time the same thing happened so I started getting really good with my tongue. But it wasn’t enough for her so one time after an argument, she called and we met up and she kept telling me to fuck her, but I knew I couldn’t so I went down her. She tasted differently than usual and the next day she confessed that she cheated on me earlier that day with two guys and they both came inside her. I ended up licking up two men’s cum without even realizing. Naturally, I was angry at her cause I still thought I was a real man. Then I broke up with her. But later on, I came so hard thinking about that so I asked for pictures and videos if she had any. I was really ashamed at myself, so I tried but failed to wean off my porn addiction as I entered university. Then I got another girlfriend who was really hot, but she was a real slut and sometimes she would tell me that she misses her ex or she would find a guy hot and tell me and I would come in less than five minutes instead of her. At that moment, I realized that I had a cuckold fetish. Coming back to present day, I have accepted my inferiority. I have a lot of dildos, cages etc. I love getting high and busting my balls and get my mind fucked by Hypno. Last week I decided to stalk my first ex-girlfriend and found out that she is dating a very muscular man who is tall and dark, so naturally, I started jerking off. As I started to get really horny, I started humping my pillow when all of a sudden I remembered how I used to cum. So I took my two fingers and pressed it on my already flaccid broken clit and to my surprise, it went inside without much effort. And then I started rubbing and pushing my fingers in and out, and it looked like I was fingering my vagina. Then I took it to the next level and took my black dildo and pushed it inside. Then I started fucking myself like that and had the best orgasm I have had in a long time. and I kept going until 5 AM in the morning. Since then, as I’m writing this, my clit still hasn’t been able to get fully erect. Tonight I am going to use a dildo that vibrates and use it to press my clits inside again .I’m really excited to see how it feels.