I just had to share... I haven't felt this before
This is abit of a ramble but I just had to share...
I've been listening to Erotic hypno files for almost 7years now, and byfar the files I listen to the most are files made by Shibby. For me, the same as most, I always said it was difficult to fall into trance, but over the years I've discovered it's not necessarily hard to drop as that part actually came rather easy, the problem was more with staying in trance. Inductions might/would work but when it got to the body of a file it's like I started coming out of it or in some cases felt like I just snapped out of it. Most of the time when my body started moving I would snap out of it. It tried different things including noice canceling headphones and even bought a weighted blanket.
With time it got better, managing to stay in trance longer and feeling amazing. At one point I was, for the lack of a better word, obsessed with "Spellcast slave" by Kinky Shibby, most likely because it was one of the first files that really drew me in and "worked", and also because it was the first HFO I had to a file.
After listening to a lot of her files a few times, or a few files a lot of times, I have probably been conditioned to associate her voice with pleasure. I can't help getting aroused the second I hear her voice when I start listening to one of her files.
All that to say this... Recently Shibby released a new file "The mindmelter. After reading the description and kinks associated with it I really wanted to listen to it... most likely because the mention of bondage and brainwashing, probably cleche but those are some of my biggest fantasies, to be helpless while someone has complete control over both my mind and my pleasure (probably sing a different tune in real life but hey, it's a fantasy). The thing is how the file affected me... Normally my body moving/squiming brings me out of trance, but it just didn't. My body felt heavy, trapped... stuck even. Since her first words I was already there, already aroused but something felt different this time, it was like I was actually giving in this time, actually sinking into this story, this world she was creating. Most of what I remember from the experience was squirming in pleasure yet stuck in place. And for the first time since I've been listening to erotic files I actually spoke, not the normal repeat after me I mean really spoke, I didn't mean to but it still came out and I had no control over it... AND DONE... No better way of describeing it... As soon as I spoke it was like all resistance was gone I gave in completely, squirming as non stop wave of pleasure crashed over me untill the end of the file...
Afterwords I got cleaned up and went to the bathroom, and this is the weird/gross part depending on how you look at it, as soon as I went to pee I had an orgasm, almost as intense as what I felt moments before... After that I just had to go lay on my bed and relax feeling so exhausted in a why I haven't felt after listening to a file before...
I just had to post it, it's been raceing in my mind for the last week and we'll I'm definitely considering listening again this weekend...