I wonder how many can relate. It started out at 20 when I first had access to porn. I quickly discovered cumshot and bukkake porn. I noticed that I would find myself fantasizing about being the woman in the scene. Something about the thought of those warm loads splashing my face stirred something in me.
I then stumbled across tumblr’s sissy captions. I remember gooning that entire night when I found sissy porn. From there I found the sissy hypnos like ambersis, emperor hypnosis etc. At that point even though I’m not at all attracted to guys I really wanted to suck cock.
I started posting Craigslist ads since that was a thing back then. I talked to a ton of guys, arranged a few meetings and chickened out last minute. Then one night I guess the stars just aligned. I’d been talking to a guy 45, a handful of years older than I was. I had been really horny watching porn that evening and I agreed to meet him at 11 pm in a parking lot.
I got there first and was nervous but shortly after he pulled up. I got out of my truck and into his jeep and he drove to the far end of a secluded parking lot. He parked and immediately slid his pants down. There was his hard 6” cock looking right at me. I leaned over and starting sucking his cock and it was amazing. I loved everything about it.
I was surprised at how quickly everything went. I remember him saying “are you ready for this hot load” and then he started cumming in my mouth. It was warm, runny, and bitter at first but as he kept spurting it got thicker and a more salty taste. I kept sucking and slurping as he continued to cum and until his last spurt.
He dropped me back off at my truck and I drove home with the taste of cum in my mouth. I was so horny and already thinking about doing it again. I’ve been hooked ever since. It tends to come and go in cycles. I’ll go through periods of intensity craving it and then it dies down for a while. Sometimes I think it’s gone but it always returns.