u/Dazzling_Manager_356

me and my gf are in a rough patch atm, we live apart and i’m pretty sure one of us will end it soon. maybe that’s why i was so open to this. and i’ve been curious for a while tbf, ive played with dildos before, watch gay porn and all that. even before this all happened i felt like sex with women was lacking ya know?

one day i came across a subreddit for gay guys in my town. figured fuck it, i’ll put a post in there and see what happens, not like i was gonna hookup or anything lol. i ended up striking an actual conversation with this one guy who was apparently fairly close to me.

he was friendly ya know? got to know me first, had a casual chat about gay things and how i’d never actually been with a guy, why i was interested etc. we hit it off and the conversation carried on over days. we spoke whenever we were horny or jacking off, then after a few days we exchanged pics, and he was pretty fucking hot honestly. kinda older, nice abs, and at some point i started think “yeah i’d let him fuck me”.

as the weeks went on we got more involved. he sent over a dick pic (he was fucking hung lol) and for the first time ever i sent over some ass pics. the whole time he was trying to convince me to commit, “go for it, you’ll love dick, you look like you belong on a dick, your gf won’t know if you just try”. and honestly? i started to believe him.

and then this weekend, after nearly 2 months of putting ideas in my head, he asks if i wanna try the real thing. “just a blowjob” he said. i relented at first, i mean do i still have a gf. but then i thought why not? it’s just a blowjob, i’m just experimenting?

and just like that, i was in the back of a car, sucking this stranger id met over the internets dick. it was salty and the smell made my head spin but oh my god was i horny. he let me take my time with it, get used to it. but he was right, i DID love dick. pretty soon i was going for the balls, the taint, and gagging on his fat dick while he looked down on me like some kind of bitch. and his moans of “good boy”, and “mmm you lil fag” drove me insane.

eventually he took over and started fucking my face and that was even better. just that sense of being owned? used? THATS what i’ve been missing. after what felt like ages he came down my throat and sent me on my way. the first thing i did when i got home? jack off to his dick pics, with his cum still on my mouth.

ugh fuck, i’ve been daydreaming about the big, juicy, hard dick all week. he’s been going for me ever since, asking if i wanted to try again, wanted to get fucked by him, and honestly? i fucking do. he was right, i feel like such a fag. i feel guilty of course, my gf doesn’t even know this has happened but we haven’t broken up yet. but every day im closer to caving and letting this man take my ass. fuck lol

so me and my gf just broke up a couple weeks ago. things weren’t great for a while and we kinda knew it was happening but i was still pretty sad. and i we both knew i was bi but i don’t think either of us thought id go this was so quickly lol

i went down to my old uni town for a party last weekend. i booked out a cheap ass hostel several miles out of town with the intention of just crashing for a couple hours then leaving in the morning. the place was scuzzy and pretty much empty.

there was one other guy in my room, older, double my size and pretty fucking ripped. we had a quick chat as i sorted my shit out and i didn’t realise it at the time but he caught me side eyeing him as he changed. didn’t really think anything of it at the time, other than he was pretty hot.

anyway i bowl back in a few hours later, drunk as fuck and equally as horny. said hi, grabbed some shit so go have a shower, and not long after i hopped in he came into the changing room. mentioned that he saw me staring, and we both kind of laughed it off. then he asked if i wanted him to join me in the shower. my head was spinning, i knew exactly what he was implying but my drunk mind went, “he’s hot, why the fuck not?”.

suddenly im “showering” with another man. i use the word showering loosely because in no time at all he had a hand on my ass and another on my thigh, while i was feeling his abs and his thick dick, and not long after that his tongue in my mouth. at that point i was putty in his hands honestly, and when he instructed me to bend over i eagerly obeyed.

i could barely hold my whimpers when he stared rimming me. it felt incredible and i could barely stand. it was a feeling i didn’t even know i was missing, being the bottom, being someone else’s to do with as they wanted. it felt right you know?

eventually he stopped, lent in to my ear and whispered “do you want me to fuck your fag ass baby?” and i moaned in agreement. he slapped my ass, grabbed my hair and pulled me up. “no, say it”

“please fuck my ass daddy”

all the preparation in the world couldn’t prepare me for the feeling of his head sliding in to my needy ass. he wasn’t gentle or slow with it, he just about gave me enough time catch my breath before he started pounding. god fuck i could feel it across my body, i don’t know if it was because i was drunk as well or what but it’d never felt this good before. neither of us cared at that point, we were moaning loudly and the whole shower room was filled with the sound of his wet balls slapping against me.

he pounded me into the fucking floor and when i couldn’t stand up any more he laid down on the wet shower floor and demanded i ride him. eventually i came over his chest and he demanded i lick it up, which i did. even then i didn’t want to get off his dick, i needed it more than ANYTHING and he knew it. calling me a fag, a slut, a lil bitch, and god i fucking loved it.

it was a good hour before he eventually stood up, slammed his dick into my throat and marked my insides with his cum.

i ended the night asleep in his arms. a few hours later though? i could feel his hard dick on my ass, and as soon as he realised i was awake we fucked again. in the morning? we fucked again. i was fucking feral, and he was happy to deal with my dumb slutty ass. over the beds, on the floor, face pressed against the window looking out onto the high street, he broke me the fuck in. i even missed my early train to stay with him and his fat cock as long as possible.

i arrived back home sore and quite frankly changed. all i’ve been thinking about this week is dick, i’m having fantasies at the office and i’m dead set on finding another stud to fuck my ass this weekend. maybe this is a rebound, maybe i’m just meant to be a cocksucker, who knows? all i know is my holes empty, and i’m needy as fuck and i’m no longer thinking about my ex lol