u/DeannaTN40

Is it another dream, or reality this time?

I can’t really say when it happened, but it was years before today, I didn’t know who came in my room. I just know how I felt when he left. I had never been touched in places like that before, I was scared, curious, and excited. I pretended to be asleep, and I never knew whose face it is, but it was somebody in my house. The way he touched my body doing things to me that I had never experienced. First feeling the size of a large male hand on my body, touching me. I woke up sore, an extremely wet. I just wish I knew who it was.

Sometimes I believe it’s a dream, I’m laying in bed sleeping and somebody enters the room. I feel hands all over my body, touching me in places that nobody should, but I like it so I lay there, and I pretend to be asleep while he explores my body, I bite down on my lip. It’s dark and I still don’t know who it is, is it my father, or his disgusting brother Tom. Or one of his friends that had too much to drink again and snuck into the house to use the restroom. There’s times where it’s all a blur and I can’t see the face, but I know when they’re finished with me I’m always laying there a complete mess, hoping and praying it happens tomorrow night.