I got diagnosed with ALS a year ago at 29. It fully disabled every muscle and has 2-5 year life expectancy. I want to try some drugs.
I don’t have pain and I want to stay away from opiates as long as possible because I suspect they will be nicer than being alive and I don’t want to die yet. I’m on SSRIs now, so I’m cautious with psychedelics but I’ve done mushrooms and acid in the past. I’d like to come off my SSRI and have a big hero dose trip soon. I’ve done 4 grams before and talked to God. Idk. Any advice? It’s been a year and a half. I used to run for miles but now I can’t walk to the end of the driveway. I will need a wheelchair soon and I’ll end up like Steven hawkings before long. Only able to move my eye balls. I’m thankful that I had those trips and had a religious experience and felt Gods presence or maybe I would have given up already. This post turned into a trauma dump sorry.