u/DonutNo4532

So I've been doing this since I was 13. I basically squeeze my legs and hold my pee and try to press my clitoris it feels funny but I think it's an orgasam? I have watched videos and read about masturbation but i can't finger myself it feels unsafe. It feels strange. My inside vagina walls are strong ig. I like to touch my clitoris and the outer lips area. I never had a sexual partner who could touch me so u could understand myself more. Any tips for me to have real orgasam ? Also i tried humping but it's boring after a while. Sexting feel dry and one sided