I wish we could sue
Honestly I wish we could sue our parents and the Drs. That would force the political and medical policy changes since right now they can’t be held accountable. I did reach out to a lawyer but the statute of limitations in the US is 3 years once you are 18, but I didn’t know what I was missing at the time. My parents are very old school and don’t talk about anything related to health in general let alone sexual health.
I hate how I feel and how I want to restore but at the same time I get very depressed and into dark places when I think about what was mutilated and i’m honestly scared about where my mind will go and what i’ll do if I start restoring and I am still numb after. If I feel the same way restored as I do now honestly I don’t see a point in continuing. What is the point of life if you never get joy out of it?