I GOT ISSUES
alr so tl;dr i was touched by my 18 yo neighbor when i was jus 15
i was like extremely perverted when i was in my teens
id jerk off in my roof and maybe even jerk like thrice a day
i usually visit my neighbor to play w her on her ps4
she confronted me saying she say me stroking it in my terrace
i was sweating my ass off thinking she would snitch on me to someone or proly stop talking with me
instead she said she wanted to see how big i was
i got so fuckin hard after i heard her say that and she noticed the bulge
so after i whipped it out of my pants she asked if she could touch it and she started stroking it
i jus nutted on her bed the first time within a few minutes
sooo she would stroke it for me everyday and even suck me off sometimes
and when we tried penetration when she was homealone she couldnt even take it in the first time
we kept doing our stuff for another 2 yrs till she moved away
and now here i am with my mummy issues and attraction towards older woman
wishing i could find someone like her again