I’ve been denied for two days already, and honestly I’m getting close to giving up.
I can feel myself getting weaker, more needy, more desperate for attention and release the longer this goes on.
If I’m left alone much longer, I know I’ll probably end up giving in… and I hate how badly I want to.
That’s why I need someone to take control of me and make the choice for me instead.
I want to be edged over and over until I’m nothing but a needy, desperate mess.
I want to beg, ache, squirm, and get so worked up I can barely think straight anymore.
I want selfish control because I’m a beta women who doesn’t deserve anything
The kind where my pleasure matters less than your amusement.
I want you to steal every orgasm from me for yourself instead.
Keep me wanting, needy, and frustrated while you enjoy teasing and denying me.
Make me feel like my only purpose is to stay desperate for your entertainment.
Make me feel small.
Make me feel weak for wanting it so badly.
Remind me that I’m the needy one here — desperate for attention, approval, and permission.
At the end, I want it to be your decision what happens to me.
Maybe you leave me denied and unsatisfied after all that teasing.
Maybe you let me ruin it if you think that’s all I deserve.
Either way, I want to be reminded that my frustration exists more for your entertainment than for my satisfaction.
**Kinks: submission, edging, denial, control, teasing, humiliation, degradation, selfish dynamics, begging, obedience, orgasm control, mental teasing, frustration, praise/degradation mix, light pain, power imbalance, misogyny
**Limits:** no pictures/videos, no personal information, no blood, no scat/vomit, no needles, no public play, no permanent marks, no exhibition