Married to a woman cheating cycle anyone relate

40m married to a woman. I have cheated in the past. Found another married guy and would meet up occasionally. We would’ve met up more often but I feel guilty. I’m constantly creating Reddit accounts meeting up with guys and then deleting the account and ghosting. Then a month or two goes by and the craving for dick comes back. Continuous cycle. Anyone else do the same? I’m a submissive bottom when I do meet up. Love sucking cock

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u/Dry_Judge9347 — 6 days ago