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41 Wife has been adamant for the past several years she wants nothing to do with this lifestyle and doesn’t even want to talk about it but I found in her search history (on days she’s has off work and is home alone) she looks at hotwife captions, videos and pics. Most searches pertain to bbc I also found hotwife podcasts in her recent Spotify plays. If she’s so adamant about shutting me down and not wanting anything to do with it then why does she spend her alone time doing nothing but divulging in it?