I (25f) didn’t realize how submissive I was but I’m obsessed
I always thought I had a little bit of a submissive side, I love catering to needs and like being told what to do. I wanted to find someone that I knew was truly into dominating and I did. I met a guy who said he was looking for a sub and thought I could be perfect for him. We’ve seen each other a few times and each time I feel like I’m becoming more and more naughty and submissive and I can’t help but continue to get turned on.
Some things I have done with him (this isn’t even everything but I have to say all of these things drove me crazy even though they are degrading):
•he went out to run an errand and told me when he got back to his apartment I need to be naked playing with my pussy on the floor (which I was when he walked in)
-face fucked me really hard to the point of almost throwing up
-was talking to me about how I’m a slut and then put his fingers in my pussy and laughed about how I was wet from being told I’m a whore
-anal with fingers in my pussy
-anal and being told I’m a true whore for squirting from it
-being spit on/having my pussy spit on
-being peed on/into my pussy and mouth
-getting blindfolded and having all my holes used without knowing what was going to happen
-having my pussy and ass stretched and held open (with cum in them too)
-eating the cum out of my pussy/ass
-licking up my own squirt
-not being allowed to wear bra/panties out
-spreading my pussy to show him or my tits when we’ve been out right when he says it (public)
I’m embarrassed and humiliated but also found myself getting horny writing it all out. I have never done this type of relationship or dynamic before and I have no idea why I am finding it so hot and becoming obsessed with it.