u/Educational_Body4575

(check out my post with photos for reference) I have countless humiliating, embarrassing and emasculating experiences under my belt. Some before I realized, accepted & enjoyed the humiliation and degradation. So anyone wanting to hear more and chat in more detail DMs are always open! But I’ll start off with this one. I met a girl who worked at one of the bars in my town. There is only about 3 of them so it is slim pickings and she was a bartender 3 nights a week at what I and many others deemed the best place to go around there. Her name was Ariana. She was a very sexy 20 something year old white girl with a juicy ass. Her and I hit it off one night exchanged numbers and kind of went right into constant contact and talking like we’ve known each other for years. I’m a decent looking guy with my clothes on so she actually was really into me. I’ll spare some in between details so we will arrive at the night I finally took her out. Bowing, dinner and drinks. Was very fun. It was going so well that I became very anxious, anticipating us hooking up and her seeing the unfortunate reveal of what the guy she is so into is packing. We were both drunk and back at her place, passionately making out, I began fingering her, and she unbutton and zipped my jeans and reached down. The noticeable internal disappointment that she was trying to hide was very obvious. When my pants came off she literally went to cover her mouth and go bug eyed staring at it but caught her self and did an awkward wipe off of her mouth. Shockingly to me she was still game and she got on all fours in doggy style. After 30-40 seconds of trying to get inside of her we both realized I’m just not big enough to get past her beautiful ass cheeks. She wanted me to lay behind her almost spooning. Thinking back on it I feel like she did that for her own amusement because I knew damn well I wasn’t going to reach. After a handful of unsuccessful attempts at positions, we ended up in missionary. She made zero noise, asked me if I was still in 3 times. I came in 2 mins maximum. Things were noticeably awkward after that but I tried to act normal and like there was no weird vibes as a result of what just went down. We said bye and I left. She wasn’t so into me after that and kind of began distancing. She agreed to hang and smoke weed the next week, and I felt courageous enough to ask a question I know the answer to. I said so how did you like my dick? And she kind of laughed and danced around it saying, I’m still seeing you right? But we had done nothing else sexual not even a kiss after that. I kept prying and asking what she really thought. She finally said She was shocked when she touched it, almost fell over laughing when she saw it. And did not feel me for even a second. In a nice mild mannered voice proceeded to tell me it was the worst sex she ever had and that I should have told her about my size before we got to that point. I asked her how many of her friends or co workers she told, she promised she didn’t tell anyone and she wouldn’t do that. Skipping more details but next time I popped into her bar, I saw the look on 2 of the waitresses(her friends) faces. And then I see them group up behind the bar a little around a corner from me and laughing and talking. The other bartender is a small petite Asian girl maybe 25 years old. She asked what I wanted to drink. When she came back with it she looked over at Ariana and then back at me and said, just so you know our special of the night is Shrimp. She could hardly say it without laughing and about 4 of the girls started laughing. I walked out probably beat red. Never went back. Ariana texted me apologizing and said she didn’t mean to expose me but they were pressing her for details cause they thought I was hot. Needless to say, they were no longer interested and I avoid that place like the plague. Maybe until I’m really craving humiliation some time