u/Eire-Bi2117

I have a gay co worker who I get on really well with at work and on work nights out. In my normal day to day I’m straight, but behind closed doors I’m a cock hungry sissy that can’t wait to be used by another cock.
On a work night out a few weeks ago, I was so close to telling him about my sissy side and show him pics and videos, but I chickened out.
Should I tell him and see what happens next?