My attempt at visualizing a K-hole
I K-hole about once a month. I originally drew this by hand after one of those experiences, then digitally refined it with AI while preserving the original composition.
As the trip was ending, I was looking at the ceiling, and this is what I saw—or at least how I remember it. Sometimes I’m not even sure whether my eyes are open or closed. At other times, it feels as though I’m being electrocuted, with rapid electrical pulses running through my head and body.
I can very clearly feel myself detaching from who I am and accepting death. I forget who I am and where I am. I become part of a larger whole, like a tiny particle embedded in a concrete wall. Then, little by little, I rediscover my body.
For me, the experience feels less colorful and conventionally psychedelic, and more like dark architectural spaces, electronic buzzing, fragmented geometry, and electrical pulses as I return to my body.
The entire journey also seems to be shaped by whatever you have been immersed in during the preceding days. If you spend all day watching anime, the trip may adopt its visual language, although in a slightly darker form. If you play the same game every day, you may notice its colors, textures, and designs appearing throughout the experience. In that sense, it reminds me of DMT—but the colors are darker and the shapes feel sharper and more clearly defined.