u/Elegant-Bath-1832

I try to keep it short I smoked for 10 years and I'm abstinent for 6 months now. Weed started to give me scary intrusive thoughts and panic/fear symptoms so I stopped. Now 6 months later I realized I'm quite depressed and can't really enjoy stuff like I used to so I'm thinking of smoking again. However I don't want to trigger anything and thought maybe there are weaker or different cannabinoids that work in a similar way to delta 9 THC.

Is there any way to get back to it or is my brain conditioned to respond with panic towards any cannabinoid?