I’m actively trying drugs but nothing is bringing euphoria
I want to get some form of drug-induced euphoria. I’m in a good spot and just wanna have fun for once. Two major obstacles I’ve encountered: I have a first degree relative who has had psychosis (no weed, psychedelics, or shit like ketamine), and I seem to be fucking immune to EVERYTHING ELSE. I’m on 10mg lexapro.
I’ve tried:
Benzos (klonopin). They just make me knock out or feel nothing when I force myself awake. No euphoria.
Adderall: I have adhd and it just makes me feel like I can do more things. No euphoria. Higher doses increase psychosis risk too much.
Alcohol: it seems I have two modes on this thing, either I feel nothing when I take too little or get a massive headache when I take too much. Seemingly no sweet spot and no euphoria. Should I try again?
Kratom: Tried this today. Three and a half hours after my first dose right now. Started with 2.4g. Felt kinda light after 50 minutes, then nothing. I upped it to 3.6g, waited an hour, nothing. Upped it to 4.8g an hour ago and I feel no euphoria. Failed experiment.
Nicotine: A drug that does nothing but make you feel slightly woozy. Even a benadryl feels better than a this. Obviously no euphoria.
Only ez options left are shit like whippets, but that only lasts one minute…Tell it to me straight, is there nothing else to try? Like my genetics are making me a teetotal…even when I try shit, nothing happens. Im losing hope fr 😭