u/EndlessUndergrad

I think im just high enough to post this now. Im on the Eastside. OfManhattab. I been living in a 24/7 dynamic with my Mistress and her other gals. I went from nowhere West Virginia to Gramercy after high school thanks to Goddess Nasim. I’m collared (and sp lucky to be). I live with my Goddess and She says I need more use and has gave me permission to look for otjers here. I’m very into being hurt. Extreme pain. I think seeing marks turns me on real bad. Big bruises. Whipping, caning, slapping, choking, the hood with the blinsfold and the headphones playing torturee sounds, whatever makes me scream and cry and feel like this is real and there's no escape for me. Ever. This is my life. If that makes sense lol. Heavy humiliation and degradation turn me on even more. Tell me what a pathetic little hillbilly whore I am while you break me. Im dumb as rocks. Barely graduated high school before coming here as property of Goddess.

.I’m interested in exploring pain and humiliation play and anyrhing you want really. It's so cool finding something new that someone likes and wants to do to you. So cool !

Alright, ao i can host and you can spend the night(s?) probably but my Goddess will most likely be present during at least some of it, watching for at leasta little bit. But literally just watching and saying some things. Mainly she'd just be calling me names haha (if we play in the evenings that's usually when she takes edibles, so...) but I can’t guarantee TOTAL privacy--it is her apartment and her house girls. If not, she's perfect and very smart and inventive and she'll like watching you hurt me.

OH BUT ALSO!! I would love a BIG fat pig girl (bonus points if you bring another pig friend) to come play. Come give up allll your rights to a younger, meaner owner. (ME) I want to degrade you, use you, and treat you like the worthless sow you are. I LOVE your massive fat meat. Ill make you wear a custom leather pig mask. .If you’re local (orrrr... sometimes Goddess has been up for flying people out), clean, serious, and VERY discreet about the location and what we'll be doing and who you see, send me a message with your age, some of what you're into, and what youd be up for /what role. Be prepared to verify eventually if you're allowed to come. I’m free much of the day and night. Limits are discussed in person, but I have very few on the pain/humiliation side.

And different rules entirely if we're doing group play with the Goddess and her slaves, FYI.

Very submissive. Looking for someone sadistic.