u/Eugen_NaCl

Probably a common story here but still

We have been together for three years, and last year i started crossdressing/ being a femboy. To be honest i was already desiring it. Anyway i initially hidden it because i knew she wouldn’t like that. I always had sissy fantasies and kinks, but this was unrelated.

She eventually found out but reacted better than i expected. Slowly she started accepting it and i was even sending her pics sometimes and she suggested bringing it in our sexuality. Until like a month ago, when i did it with her and she did my makeup. We had fun, took pics ecc. then, two weeks ago, everything changed and she said she was trying to accept it but ultimately couldn’t. She wants a man, a real man. And what i do doesn’t match with that. We argued and she said that i could either quit being a femboy or leave. I actually chose to stay, but after some days she said she couldn’t take away something so important from me, so she left. We’re good friends now but i think she doesn’t see me as a man anymore. Don’t judge her the story is oversimplified and she tried.

The important thing is, even if the breakup was naturally painful, that I actually felt relieved for not having to act as a man anymore. And this is somehow arousing for me… I bought a cage, anal toys and feminine underwear which i never used before. I like it.

So I’m starting to think i should permanently quit trying to be a man and fully become a sissy, having experiences with men ecc
I just get so excited when thinking about it. Finally turning those fantasies into reality.

We have been together for three years, and last year i started crossdressing/ being a femboy. To be honest i was already desiring it. Anyway i initially hidden it because i knew she wouldn’t like that. I always had sissy fantasies and kinks, but this was unrelated.

She eventually found out but reacted better than i expected. Slowly she started accepting it and i was even sending her pics sometimes and she suggested bringing it in our sexuality. Until like a month ago, when i did it with her and she did my makeup. We had fun, took pics ecc. then, two weeks ago, everything changed and she said she was trying to accept it but ultimately couldn’t. She wants a man, a real man. And what i do doesn’t match with that. We argued and she said that i could either quit being a femboy or leave. I actually chose to stay, but after some days she said she couldn’t take away something so important from me, so she left. We’re good friends now but i think she doesn’t see me as a man anymore. Don’t judge her the story is oversimplified and she tried.

The important thing is, even if the breakup was naturally painful, that I actually felt relieved for not having to act as a man anymore. And this is somehow arousing for me… I bought a cage, anal toys and feminine underwear which i never used before. I like it.

So I’m starting to think i should permanently quit trying to be a man and fully become a sissy, having experiences with men ecc
I just get so excited when thinking about it. Finally turning those fantasies into reality.