Dronification scares me: advice
I’ve been into active with BDSM for a year now. Have done my fair share of play with different people, mainly as a sub. Think bondage, rope, petplay, playfighting, impact, submission etc. I preface this to show I’m not new and have kinks that also require submission.
Yesterday I got to know what dronification is. And for some reason it scares me to the point of panic just thinking about it. The idea of giving up identity, being nothing more then a number is upsetting to me in a way that doesn’t seem healthy.
The problem is that I don’t really understand where this feeling is coming from. As stated, I’m into plenty of BDSM “giving up control” kinda stuff. So why is this one so terrifying for me? I kinda wanna try it but the thought feels so scary.
I was wondering if some of you had these same feelings when looking at dronification? What is the part that makes it different then other forms of submission and why are y’all drawn to it?