Hard session left me red, swollen, sore, and desperate. I shared with a stranger online and admitted I hit myself with a belt for the first time ever yesterday. I sent him the clip and he convinced me to show him. I ended up beating myself with a belt for about half an hour. Full video can be shared.
Hard session left me red, swollen, sore, and desperate. I shared with a stranger online and admitted I hit myself with a belt for the first time ever yesterday. I sent him the clip and he convinced me to show him. I ended up beating myself with a belt for about half an hour. Full video can be shared.
Strict denial day. Edged with wand on low only, for 4 hours today. Feeling extra needy and desperate to cum. Will be on no touch the next 2 days. Wanted to be sufficiently desperate.
Strict denial day. Edged with wand on low only, for 4 hours today. Feeling extra needy and desperate to cum. Will be on no touch the next 2 days. Wanted to be sufficiently desperate.
Superglued open with listerine spray in front of fan. Cooling strips on dildo and fucking it. Slaps with ruler while spread. Scrubbing clit with toothbrush bristle side
I shared videos from previous sessions. He had me start by fucking myself with my dog toy. Then I superglued my lips open. Then icy hot on clit. Then icy hot on toy as lube. He head me beat my pussy with the dog toy and a shampoo bottle then fuck my glued open pussy while saying what a piggy slut I was, how I deserved to be raped again, tell my darkest fantasies. At the beginning I was told I may be able to earn a ruin. I did not earn it and was left edged and glued open laying in bed throbbing and desperate still on fire from the icy hot but on no touch. I’ll be in no panties and jeans with my superglued open cunt at work tomorrow
I quit my edging/torture/denial cold turkey in March. At that point I hadn’t had an orgasm since December. I’m so messed up I cant masturbate like a normal person. I’m basically numb unless I’m doing these type of things and showing strangers. It’s the one thing that gives me sensation. Degradation from strangers on top of intense edging/torture. I have a hard time finding time alone to indulge; but next weekend I will have time. I’ve been beyond aroused planning what I’ll do. I’m open to suggestions but here’s some up close shots from earlier this year. Keep in mind I still haven’t came since December. Should I cum when I get a chance for a long session?
I’m broken and that sloppy hole is basically numb no matter how much I rub it or play with it unless I’m being degraded by strangers online. I’m unable to finish unless I’m hurting it badly while strangers make fun of it.
I’m broken and that sloppy hole is basically numb no matter how much I rub it or play with it unless I’m being degraded by strangers online. I’m unable to finish unless I’m hurting it badly while strangers make fun of it.