u/Few_Tumbleweed7979

As a teenager when I was around 15 I discovered that men could be girls, dressing…etc
I found out at same time when Watching porn I was as much attracted to be the Guy and also the girl.
I once managed to try a thong, and then i think that was the starting point with no turning back. I felt very good and loved to wear it and the look on me.
It past a few years while I was dreaming to be sexy but Also was discovering my boy sexual Life.
Then one day after long Time thinking of maybe once try to meet another Guy, I tried to meet a gay boy. But that person changed his mind last minute. Failed first meet. It took very long time before another meet happened. I meet once another Guy, I was just dressed as a normal guy and did my first blowjob, it was Nice but something was missing… the dressing. Thats how i found that I like to be a girl with a man, and not a gay relationship.
This needed a confirmation… and it also took some time before I really went step forward for it, i spent long time just dressing by myself, and dreaming about real sex as a girl.
The very first meet as a girl was with a married man, he came home, i was dressed girly, with cute dress, and nice lingerie.
When he arrived he looked at me, i was very shy and then came close to me and grabbed me against him. After some minutes, making me down on my knees and i start to do a blowjob. I still remember the feelings of his cock around my mouth. We had sex on the couch as I was laying on my back… he cummed over my chest and that was my very first time.
After that I felt ashamed but also felt proud… I did not know it was the begining of my journey to the girl side!