u/FootLicker716

I was 16 at the time, I was fully naked and my girlfriend at the time was fully clothed giving me my first ever handjob. She’s already had sex before, I haven’t. When she first undid my pants she didn’t give a reaction, didn’t seem excited at all. We were kissing on the bed while she was jerking me off with two fingers and I was really into it but I could tell she wasn’t. As i’m feeling like i’m getting close she started cracking up laughing and had to stop and laughed and yelled out “it’s so small” and stopped jerking me off. After that we pretended that never happened but from then on she always called my penis ‘cute’ and ‘harmless’ and would only ever really want oral sex 🥲