Mind gone crazy with hotwife thoughts

I feel like I am becoming a perverted addict. Spend so much time on reddit and telegram consuming so much of NSFW content. All i can think of is hotwife thoughts about her. I so want her to be shared and enjoy life. But don't know what to do. Need someone to just chat with. Any ladies who genuinely would like to hear me out and help clear my mind please help out. Open to chatting with other men and husbands about dark fantasies.

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u/Fresh_Ambassador6752 β€” 29 days ago

cuck - Looking for husbands, bfs to chat, could be cucks or couples

This is 33M. I am looking for men who are husbands or bfs to talk about your lady and fantasies. Sometimes it's fun for men to exchange fantasies. I have a big hotwife fantasy which I have not been able to share with anyone. I am not sure I am a cuck but exploring for now.

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u/Fresh_Ambassador6752 β€” 1 month ago

Please don't judge me. I am sharing my story here and I am open to difficult perspectives.

Been married for close to 10 years to my long time girlfriend.

We have hardly had any sex in our marriage. Maybe twice in all these years and once in 2 months we make out. It's that bad. Almost like marriage killed her sex drive.

Thars what brought me to reddit and opened up a new world to me.

Tried a lot of paid video calls to help me relieve myself.

I seek solace in spas and massage parlors where the extra services help me relieve the heat.

Recently i crossed all limits. Met a girl from reddit and had paid fun. Went all the way.

It felt good honestly. Experienced what a good bj is. Felt what good sex is.

Deep inside i feel i am wrong. I want to be a better man. I know I am not this.

What do I do? I also feel that such experiences once in a while helps me remain sane and be the guy everyone expects me to be.

I also feel sometimes if in am really wrong? Is it wrong to experience things i have always urged?

Is morality the big deal here?

Open to perspectives.

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u/Fresh_Ambassador6752 β€” 4 months ago